i guess to expand on what i’ve been up to since i moved to olympia and started going to evergreen- i’ll be getting a dual bachelor’s of science and arts in ecology and conservation in june, right now i’m working part-time for the city climate program and part-time for the school library, trying to publish research i did earlier this year, the last few years i’ve done a bunch of internships. all kinds of crazy shit that literally i never thought possible. i’m gonna take a year after graduation to save up money and apply to fellowships/scholarships, go thru the grad school application cycle for master’s programs that start fall 2023. i’m interested in studying environmental policy especially as it pertains to urban/agricultural lands and water rights/protection but honestly who knows exactly what direction i’ll go in. i don’t want to pursue academia other than as a means towards working in public or non-profit sector but i’m just along for the ride at this point, it feels like
hey i don’t even know what’s happening on this website anymore but i’m about to turn 30 and graduate from college in a few weeks which is absolutely fucking insane
having a lot of negative feelings about my experience with hormones lately. I wish there were someone else to blame for my decision to take T but ultimately it was all me, under some delusion that I could escape my sex. of course therapists and a doctor enabled me, but I wouldn’t have stopped until I found them anyways. my voice is ruined and I can never go back the way I sounded before. it terrifies me how easy it is to get hormones. no trauma screening, no gatekeeping, nothing. how was I supposed to know how harmful testosterone is? why don’t doctors and therapists give a fuck about the long term health of trans people, and even less about detransitioners?
imagine the world without men. imagine every little girl forced into sex slavery finally being freed, forever. imagine dancing with your friends under the streetlights without fear. imagine little girls exploring the world and being unafraid to be big and strong and brilliant. imagine getting our forests and oceans back, letting the world heal. imagine the beauty of this world without the plague of men.
imagine no progression of society because there are not enough women physically strong enough to work construction, imagine humanity dying off due to no repopulation. imagine lack of technology because of there not being enough women that know how to make those things, maybe men are important too
Imagine thinking women aren’t capable of doing physical labor or making technology. Imagine being completely unaware that 80% of the world’s agriculture can be attributed to women, that the majority of slave labor workers are women and they’re the ones building the technology. Imagine being completely unaware of the technological contributions of women who had their credit stolen or thrown away by men.
Imagine thinking that as a class women actually care about repopulation and that the notion has always been a male fantasy and not a female one. Imagine forgetting the technology that has allowed us sperm donors and impregnating women through bone marrow etc.
Women are important and don’t need men to survive.
